to study or to work?

to stay or to go?

y in life have to do so much decisions?

the worst thing is the older u get the more things you have to decide.

the worst worst thing is you have to make more and more complex decisions.

i really hate to make decisions.

maybe im used to be a follower.

seldom make decisons since teenage.

so ended up im like this.

really hate myself so so much.

hais.

sometimes i wana make my own decision.

but ppl ard me will psyco me.

so made me so indecisive.

and the fact is.

im actually quite indecisive.

hais.

wat can i do?

im like going crazy le u noe?

hmm.

out of sudden feel like trying something new.

wana try something tat im always telling myself i dont like like.

but wat if i tried le and i really dont like it?

do i have a choice to turn back?

or have to continue with it even though i dont like it?

or have to try another thing le?

hais.

ya tats y im afraid to try something new.

afraid of failures.

tats y im always where i was 5yrs ago.

think if i continue to afraid and scared all the way.

think 50yrs later im still doing the same old stuff?

hais dunno lah.

can anyone guide me wat i suppose to do now?

shld i try or not to try?